And another Quarter begins..

this week i've been stucked in the IPM Meeting room for 4 straight days!i basically know every inch of that room already.i'm finally done with the FiT1 Training which was a total snooze fest.but i guess the whole certificate ceremony made it all worthwhile.rase mcm graduation all over again...oh n managed to build an oil rig out of junk..

so basically no work was done for 4 days...duduk denga tersengguk all day long.every chance i got,pegi lari check email for pending items.nasib baik la efficient cos i've finished most of my work last week(have to thank my training buddy.she taught me well)

today tesangkut lagi in that room cos preparation for Qtr End....jengjengjengggg!meaning late nites and weekends again.also daily dinner of mcd,pizzahut and occasional roti naan(if sape2 yg rajin nk drive klua from ou)
but the highlight of today's meeting was when my manager asked what's happened to the team?in other words,do we hate each other now?everyone mcm terdiam sekejap looking at each other.i know there are some issues going on.i do hear sumtimes their ramblings and arguements.personally,i dont have a problem with anyone.yes mmg ade yg screwed up my work recently,but i didnt take it personally.just went back to work the next day and think "its gonna be a good day.what happened yesterday can be fixed".need to stay positive if you're gonna spend most of your daytime with these ppl.

so when i looked at my bos' face,i feel sorry for him.he's tired of trying to close the gap.i know how hard he's tried to keep us close.what with all the bday celebs,wedding gifts,baby shower and the quarterly team bonding.fact!only my team does all these activities...sort of a work life balance.
anyway,got stuck at the office for an extra hour becos of this.everyone was asked if we weren't happy.as usual msian being msian,we tend to not speak our mind but rather play on the safe side.semua bagi reason busy and becos frustrated with system failure which relate to non frenly environment.in a way i guess its true.but i know for a fact there's a bigger issue.tapi tanaklah jadi batu api and get involved rite?i'm happy,EAF team is happy.that's all that matters. the rest of the team just have to work out their own issue.

at times when i do hear my team mate complain about another,i try to play the positive role.tapi tulah,there's only so much i can say.n it doesnt help if issue lama x settle,tambah lagi issue baru.on top of that,no responsibility to admit that u're wrong.so i guess if i'm in that situation,i'd probably go all red n explode.

like for me,this week has been pretty shitty as well.and i'm the type of person that if i'm upset about sumone or something,i'd prefer to have some away time from that person or put the issue on hold.i have other important things to think about so i'm not gonna let the negative vibe come near me.so i'll deal with that when i'm more in a calm mood.
but i think the most important thing is to keep work separate from personal.i see my 2 managers argue all the time,but at the end of the day,they keep it professional and left the argument at work.

i just hope tomorrow things will be different with the team.by next month,its gonna be a bigger team. how are we suppose to cope with more ppl if we cant even stand each other now?