on leave..

took the day off work today.not feeling very well.my stomach is doing a 180 on me.its probably cos i havent had a good meal since...hmmmm....last wednesday nite?didnt have time to go out for lunch.got home from work last nite,starving!when i tried to eat,everything just came lashing out again.now i'm just too scared to eat.

feeling like a train wreck!head spins,stomach grumbles....i have no energy to get out of my bed.the rain helps me to relax.sooner or later i have to get up.still some leftovers from last nite,but just dont have the appetite to eat.my mind thinks of so many things.cant be taking any pills to help me sleep on an empty stomach.only thing that helps is water.

i really need to go back to sleep now....