i'm all grown up :)

i'm not really sure how to begin this entry.it's just an opinion rather than a statement really..
well, just a thought...

i'm 24yrs old and i've gone a long way since my school years...all the different kinds of phases gone thru the teenage years and all the way thru college...and at 1 point,without realising it, i'm a grown up! i have a good job, responsiblities, able to make decisions, and also speak differently!

before, every statement had to hav a cursing word(feck this and feck dat)...it seemed cool at the time...but now i think it's just plain rude n disguisting (if sed at an improper time that is...there r exceptions!)

back then, i was very impatient. i'd easily lash out at anyone. guess that's y some ppl thinks i have a very 'garang' face.....hmm....
but now, i get all quiet and just listen to others' comments and constant babble.i just realised that if i say sumthing back, i'm just the same as them....'kampong'

and then there's the act of yelling or talking in a ver sly-ish way at sumone in order to put in some sense to that person...i used to LOVEEEE to do this...the best part is when there's other ppl around to laugh at it....gawd, was i a bitch!
now when i see other ppl do what i used to do,i'm just thinking where did all their high education gone to?its pathetic and immoral.it's as if they're uncivilised or sumthing.thank god i've outgrown that phase.
whats wrong with saying sumthing politely?do u suddenly lose your 'cool'??i think it's just pure irritating and annoying and the only thing you lose is your self respect.

so to those who hasnt grown out of this 'kampong-ish' phase...please do.there's no point showing the world that you're an angry person cos the only person that you're angry with,is yourself.u know the ad on tv 'if you behave like a piece of filth,that's how the world sees you', i totally agree 100%.